November 2009
59 posts
Survey Question followed by my answer:
Do you like any ‘manly’ activities like hunting, fishing, or camping? the last time i went fishing, i caught a salamander.
“Sometimes I forget that other people feel these strange and beautiful, and wild...”
– Glory Szabo
Sometimes things happen sooner than you thought they would.
I’m not scared, I’m just surprised.
Okay, so, in my mind Thanksgiving is a really pointless holiday. I mean, we pretty much just have it here as an intro to Christmas. But since it is indeed Thanksgiving, I figure I can at the least make a list of the various people/things I am thankful for. So here it goes, I’m thankful for:
the strength that I have everyday.
my mother, who keeps me grounded and always tells me that it will...
I woke up this morning. I opened my heavy eyelids and looked to my left. You smiled that smile that you don’t always share with everyone, and I just kinda knew.
“If I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won’t tell them that there are people starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn’t change the fact that they are upset. And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t change the fact that you have what you have.”
—Stephen Chobsky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
I’m in computer applications. And I’m currently sinking into my chair. Not because of sadness, no, because of melting. Mr Blahut, you’re class seems so uninteresting and unappealing to me right now, my mind is filled with so many other things besides folders and excel and microsoft access. My apologizes for staring into the nothingness of the window that resides next to me.
i really don’t ask for much, just a hand to hold.
Hurt by a lack of middle.
Dear Heated Blanket, you are my new best friend. You will keep me warm the nights I can’t have him. Downloading the most random new music off of strikegently is incredibly addicting. Also, loving this cranberry juice. I see my favorite boy tomorrow.
it’s really nice to see my mom. she just gets it.
i am not five years old, dad. i know how to load up a dishwasher and organize it in a way that makes sense. taking fifteen minutes to take all of the things out of it and have me stand there as you reorganize it telling me where things go, is merely an insult to my intellgence. thanks.
Advice I gave to a friend of mine today: Sometimes life throws you curve balls. And sometimes instead of dodging them by leaning back and forth, you should try and hit them, because you might.
My brother: I would do anything for love.
it was hot and sunny. I was wearing a brand new shirt. because you always feel really good about yourself when you wear new clothes, and when a girl feels good about themselves, they glow a little more. (i wanted you to notice.) we sat still in some back porch comfortable silence. driving in the sun, windows down, music up, sunroof above; it felt all too right. and while you were rolling up your...
I like the idea of your limbs wrapped around my limbs in ways we can’t untangle, hooking our triangled elbows, pulling our hands through around the back each other’s necks, and nooking our legs around the angles of our already kissing hips, only to create what would probably look like one complete embodied mess.
Church. I sit there and I cannot handle how everyone laughs at the same time. a whole ton of zombies, robots, in the same place. Doing the same things. Believing in the same ideas. I can’t even pretend to sit there and blend in. I’ve been going to the same church since i was a week old. I have some bold ideas on religion that I actually just had to write a paper about. it’s made...
#545
Someone who will turn back for one last look before they leave.
T: Sometimes I think it needs a sweater.
A: Sweaters for noses huh. I'd rather mine on yours...?
You can always rest your weary head upon my shoulder. Breathe in, breathe out. Let your thoughts empty out.
We spend our time searching for security and hate it when we get it.
—John Steinbeck
three filled months.
Emilija: It's like really bad sex.
“You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and...
hearing the right song at the right moment, making the yellow light, the feeling of something whole, late nights with hot beverages, lullaby by spill canvas stuck in my head, smirks, ghosts disappearing.
It’s weird when you first meet someone and you already know that they’re going to have a huge impact on your life and who you will be. I had that with you. And you’re definitely living up to that feeling, each and every day.
“There must be quite a few things a hot bath won’t cure, but I don’t know many of them. Whenever I’m sad, I’m going to die, or nervous I can’t sleep, or in love with somebody I won’t be seeing for a week, I slump down just so far and then I say: ‘I’ll go take a hot bath.’” — Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar
"Someday someone will walk into your life and make...
A triangle could easily be a star or diamond if it joined another triangle. But some triangles choose to remain a triangle and only a triangle. Circles don’t need angles to prove it. Why is everyone trying to be so fancy? And squares are builders. I’d be a circle. Maybe you and I would both be circles, and maybe together we would make eyes that would see only the beauty in this...
“Things just keep going. We didn’t talk about anything heavy or light. We were...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Trembling. Heavy Eyes. Heavy Eyes. We blink. And blink some more. Watering our eyes after the wind. My face sunk into shoulders. Yours buried in my hair. open. open. open. Never opened before. Addition in the Autumn. You. Not them. Or he. Or she. You. The one thing that adds up. A tree. We’re trees. Don’t just look at them from above. in the dirt. I like our roots intertwined.
I’m never sleeping again. Well, maybe, but it will be very restless. Go see The Fourth Kind. Then you’ll understand. I’m tired but doing well. I want all of this to just happen already. So many things are left unsaid with my surroundings, so many ends that are frayed with many people that surround me. But the ones who have stitched up ends are the ones I hold close to my heart.
12448.) She said- "What're my regrets? Not...
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“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know...”
– unknown, age 4 (via allyilluminateur)
Emilija: I want period snuggle.
“You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer 